... that we need more pictures of us together. well, let me rephrase. i need more pictures of us together.

i always get awesome random muse to make epic manips of us, but i don't have any pictures of us together >.> i have two. literally. and both of those are from one of your phones and are like this [] big. soooo yeah...

we should get pics of us kissing and cuddling and doin all the lovey stuff that makes other people puke ^^

<tu peux regarde, mais peux tu voit?>

there comes a time in one's life where you must think back over everything that has ever happened to get you where you are now. all the choices, mistakes, pain, and joy. one has to wonder... was it all worth it?

my answer? yes. Skyla is all i could ever ask for in a person, and, though i know i do cause her great pain, she's always loved me. i've always loved her. i don't know if she knows, but everything i do is done for her. so that i can become a better person for her. so i can be healthy and strong and give her a baby Hollow. so we can live happily ever after.

baby, i gotta tell you: i love you. i know you've heard me say it countless times before, but i want you to understand just how much i do for you. if you had been indifferent about me not wanting to go to work that one day, i would have never gone. but because you cared enough to show you disapproved of me running from it, because you wanted me to go, i went.

i know i've caused you all sorts of heartbreak that i had no right causing. i know that after it all i don't deserve you. but what gets me is that you stayed. you could have just let me go and gone on with your life. but you didn't. you smacked my ass into gear and made me straighten up. even when i didn't deserve it, you gave me another chance. and all i can really say to you is this:

i'm so sorry i've hurt you. i'm sorry for every second of pain i've ever caused you in any way. i'm sorry for everything i've done that frustrated you or pissed you off. but i know just how much you mean to me. i will never do anything to lose you. ever. if i have to throw myself in front of a bullet to save your life, sobeit. no matter what, i'm here for you.

- le corbeau

p.s. i know it seems trivial, but don't be afraid to cry on me. you have no idea how much i just want to hold you and tell you everything's going to be okay even when you aren't upset. it's okay to be weak, i'll protect you.

<3

life just kicked my ass to the curb then stomped my heart into the pavement.

so how was your day?

WARNiNG ::
i will be gone from august 2nd to august 7th due my father being a fucking asshole and forcing me to go to a camp against my will.

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